A Teacher’s Life: Take #2

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I have written about this before.

Teaching online: the hard days.

Well, today was a hard day.

I literally sat for 7 hours.

I skipped lunch.

No water.

No bathroom break.


No one to blame, but myself.

Still trying to do everything humanly possible and more to engage my students even as I recognize that I’m working harder than most of them. Even as I try to do everything I can think of to turn over the responsibility of learning and doing to them.

I am running out of energy. I don’t know how I’ve made it this far.

There were so many moments today when I felt like I was talking to myself.

No sounds.

Nothing in the chat.

No hands raised.

No thumbs up in the air.





Just me talking away.

Questioning myself.

My teaching.

My assignments.

My instructions.

Questioning everything.

Who was I to think I could handle online teaching?

And, yet, tomorrow I’ll show up again with a smile on my face.

Teacher life, take #2.

Cross posted to The Two Writing Teachers Slice of Life Tuesday Story Challenge.

A Teacher’s Life

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Lately I’ve been reading lots of tweets and posts from teachers about a new kind tired.

That overwhelms.

And, lately, I’ve been feeling it, too.

It seeps through my body at the end of the day even though it wasn’t there minutes before.

It’s the kind of tired that I usually experience at the beginning of the school year. Not at the end.

It’s the kind of tired that takes over my bones not because I’ve had a strenuous workout, but because I’ve used up all of my physical and mental energy.

Until there’s nothing left.

This tired is a new kind of tired at the end of this new kind of year.

This tired surprises me.

It comes over me suddenly.

It is experienced at creeping.

It is quiet, but makes itself felt.

A good night’s rest usually takes care of the tired.

Until the end of the next day when it crawls in next to me…again.

A teacher’s life during multiple pandemics.

Cross posted to The Two Writing Teachers Tuesday Slice of Life Challenge.

Bio Poem

I wrote this poem in preparation for Writing Workshop class with my students tomorrow. The template I will offer my students is slightly different from this one (a big thank you to Kathleen Neagle Sokolowski from her poetry Google Slides Deck to build community in the classroom.

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Resourceful, goofy, nerdy.

Partner of Gino; mother of Joaquín, Maya and Noemí; grandmother of Pía and Nina.

Lover of justice, books, my family and rom com movies.

Who wonders if the world will ever be OK.

Who fears putting herself out there.

Who feels happy when she’s relaxing at the beach.

Who would like to live closer to her daughters.

Who has dedicated her life to working with kids.

Who dreams of publishing a book one day.


Cross posted to The Two Writing Teachers Tuesday Slice of Life Story Challenge.

The Week Ahead – Spring Break is Over!

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In one more day another Spring Break will be in the books.

Monday night I will be setting three alarms – yep, three! – so that I can wake up at a reasonable hour.

On Tuesday I will joyfully welcome students back even if I can’t see their faces behind their Google Meet squares.

Even if I can’t hear their voices.

Even if they don’t show up.

We will celebrate all that we have accomplished.

And focus on the last part of this school year.

I will think about the summer and what we’ll be able to do and what we won’t be able to do.

But I’ll try not to dwell on the negative too much.

Gotta finish strong!

With a focus on well-being.


Think about what will find its way into the next school year.

Discard what didn’t work.

Keep what did.

See you next year Spring Break!

I hope the remainder of this school year fills everyone with much hope and joy for the months ahead.

Poetry Fridays – Day #1

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Today, I’m writing a bop. This is a 3-stanza poem. Stanza #1 is six lines long and presents a problem. Stanza #2 is eight lines long and explores or expands on the problem. Stanza #3 is six lines long and presents the solution or shows the failed attempt at a resolution. Each stanza is followed by a refrain. Source: Ethical ELA

I don’t think I can do it.

I try.

I pretend to try.

I tell others I’m trying

until no one believes me, least of all me.

I’m stuck, but I would do anything to get unstuck.

I want to finish my doctorate,

but the story I tell myself

keeps me on repeat and redo and remix

I want to write a book,

but doing the work will reveal who I am, but mostly who I am not.

Can pretending get me there?

Fake it till I make it?

How long till it breaks me?

I’m stuck, but I would do anything to get unstuck.

“The only way out is through,” said someone.

“We’re wired to do hard things.” says everyone.

“Face your fears to overcome them”. I said that.

I know the slogans.

I know the hacks.

And, I know me.

I’m stuck, still, but I would do anything to get unstuck.

Gifts – SOL21 Day #31

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Wow! I can’t believe today is the last day of this year’s Slice of Life Challenge.

I have sliced every day and commented on the posts of slicers.

My writing evolved in ways that I hadn’t anticipated.

My #OLW for 2021 is evolve.

Most of this month’s slices were about changing and growing.

My #OLW for February was create, which seeped into March because that seems to be my greatest challenge: to create.

And, as I write, I’m realizing that all of the stories I tell myself about who I am and what I am capable of will continue to stop me from doing the one thing we are all put on this Earth to do: create.

We are all creators of some kind or another. And, each of us needs to find our own special contribution and leverage that as lovingly as we can.

As I work on evolving this year into the best version of myself, what I create will bear testimony to who I am and the gifts I bring to the world.

My sincerest hope for all of us, as we move forward into Pandemic Year #2, is that we uncover our special gifts and unleash them onto the world.

Who’s with me?

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Cross posted to The Two Writing Teachers March Slice of Life Story Challenge

My Reading Goal (an update) – #SOL21 Day #30

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About a week ago, I wrote about wanting (and needing) to focus on my reading life because for some reason I haven’t been able to read for extended periods of time, much less finish anything that I start.

I committed to reading for a total of one hour every day.

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Although I haven’t timed myself, I have been reading for longer and longer stretches every day. I finished two books over the last couple of days and am reading three others with the engagement that I customarily bring to my reading.

Part of my problem had been that I would pick up a book, read a few pages, put it down and do the same thing with another book. Over. And. Over. Again.

It was exhausting.

Once I committed to rebuilding my reading life, it didn’t turn out to be as difficult as I imagined. Of course, this week I’m on Spring Break and I have more time during the day to read. The key will be maintaining this goal when school resumes in a week.

But, for now, I’m in my happy place.

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Cross posted to The Two Writing Teachers March Slice of Life Story Challenge.

Online Teaching Part #3 – #SOL21 Day #29

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For the last post in this three-part series about online teaching, I want to deviate from sharing another list of takeaways and instead take a moment to write about some big picture moments.

What do I mean by big picture moments?

Well, big picture moments are those moments when I felt almost normal. When it seemed like we were in a state of flow. When the stakes were low and student engagement was high. When I remembered what is truly important and directed my attention to that instead of to the minutiae of teaching. (Disclaimer: this isn’t always easy to do.)

These were the times when I could stop taking myself seriously for a moment and step away from myself to squarely face the kids, and not waver in my commitment to listen, reflect and always try to do better.

During “not-so-serious” moments, I poke fun at myself and watch the kids smile or laugh on screen. I have to confess that my heart melts at those moments and I am reminded of why I love working with kids.

Another example of a big picture moment is when feedback I give students resonates with them and moves them to make changes in their work. As a teacher I live for those moments.

Yet a third example of a big picture moment is when kids voluntarily join in to our optional Spanish conversation sessions, and writing or reading clubs. The moments when children are conversing about their favorite hobby or musician, quietly reading, writing and sharing celebrations. These moments feel authentic and meaningful.

I want to always affirm these big picture moments because no matter what bad news the naysayers insist on spreading, this year my students learned a lot even if it wasn’t always easy or what I had set out to teach.

Learning happened.

Learning will continue to happen.

I choose to hold these examples close to my teacher heart so that I can make the remaining weeks of this school year memorable for my students and their families.

The learning curve has been steep; I’m not going to lie. But I am grateful to be learning along with my students. And that may just be the biggest takeaway yet.

Cross posted to The Two Writing Teachers March Slice of Life Story Challenge.

Online Teaching – Part #2 – #SOL21 Day #28

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In this blog post I list four more takeaways of teaching online. See yesterday for part #1.

(1) Continue to use Padlet for well, just about anything you can think of! In addition to using Google Docs, Slides, Forms and other Google products, I’ve created Padlets for a variety of tasks and purposes. The most appealing characteristic of Padlet is that it is incredibly versatile. Students can drop a link, upload a video or audio, add images as well as text.

This year I used Padlets for students to post about read alouds, to share their writing and more. Padlet is easy to use and everything is saved forever, even with the free version. Next year, I plan to use Padlet in similar ways.

(2) Continue to provide monthly writing and reading challenges for students. Monthly writing challenges are an important aspect of my #Time2Write teacher-writer group and so I was motivated to try them in my own classroom.

In January I created a choice board with writing prompts. In February, I challenged the kids to #28daysofnotebooking and this month they’ve been blogging every day.

For April I will be offering students a daily poetry challenge (reading & writing) and a genre reading challenge that will extend until the end of the year.

(3) Use Readers Theatre to help students develop fluency, confidence and comprehension in Spanish. Although I am no stranger to Reader’s Theatre, I had not thought to use them in Spanish and much less online…until now. After reading the script silently and out loud and discussing vocabulary and plot, I put the kids into breakout rooms to perform their stories. Despite the usual tech issues, the groups worked well together to perform their play.

(4) Have a clear writing and reading focus for each month with lots of opportunities for individual choice and overlap between writing and reading lessons.

The ideas on this list may seem obvious or old hat to some, but adjusting to an online environment is a game changer. There are things I love about teaching online, such as the challenge of making connections, addressing essential concepts and skills, engaging students, and assessment. And, there are things I still struggle with such as, the challenge of making connections, addressing essential concepts and skills, engaging students, and assessment.

In some areas, I’ve had successes and in other areas I have completely and royally bombed.

And even though, in a normal year, I would not have voluntarily applied to teach online, this is not a normal year.

For every new challenge I have faced, I had to research, guess, invent and, sometimes, just wing it.

If I were to do this again, there are many things I would do better, and many things I would keep the same.

This year I am a brand new teacher all over again. But I am planning to use what I’m learning to create a different and better “normal”, whether I’m online or in person in the fall.

More on this in part #3 of this series.

Cross posted to The Two Writing Teachers March Slice of Life Story Challenge.